Crocheting has become more than a past-time activity for me. It’s therapy. There is just something soothing about knotting, looping, and weaving the threads of wool.
I usually let my mind fall into a reverie of past, present, and future as I am making the patterns. I think about some issues that were or would be and map them out in my head, exactly like how I would map out the patterns and calculations for an item I wanted to make.
Each loop makes a significant contribution towards a pattern. That pattern would turn into a bag, a scarf, or another type of accessory. Sometimes I have to think forwards and backwards at the same time. What would happen if I made this loop here? Or, what pattern would I have to make to make that item?
Then I find myself thinking about things like, what would happen if I said this to Mr. X? Or, would I get that opportunity if I went to Mrs. Y? Most of the time, I would weave the threads of questions into a pattern of possible answers. Occasionally, it would become a knotty mess so I’d have to untangle the thread and start again.
I usually have to deal with a couple of “mess-ups” before I am satisfied with the result. If I am lucky, I don’t have to redo much of the crocheting because I messed-up the loop somewhere near the end. However, it isn’t a rare occasion for me to start again – from the beginning. I’d have to pull the thread and unravel the pattern’s I’ve made right to the very first knot. That’s why it is so important to plan everything ahead and make a satisfying base. I also have to check all the loops and calculations all the time.
Anyway, I am currently working on a laptop case for my friend. The above is a snapshot of the pattern I was using. It’s taking a while, not only because of its size, but also because I keep redoing it. So it keeps changing. I can’t seem to get a satisfactory look yet. I’ve already redone it about four times. From scratch. (laughs).
However, I am enjoying it. As I said, it’s my therapy so it helps me think to get through some issues in my life. I usually do it while I am listening to some music. Currently, my playlist is a combination of songs by Birdy, Ed Sheeran, Cherry Ghost, Adele, and The Temper Trap.
I will keep uploading the pictures of the progress. Right now I am halfway through.
Wish me luck!